Ok, here we try again.
I'm "on my own" for 10 days now, and I feel a bit directionless. I have "all the tools" but can't seem to get the focus in place to accomplish a lot. I really believed I should be able to "leap tall buildings in a single bound" but so far, no good.
I did try and map out on spreadsheet everything I hoped I could do. I also feel quite a bit solitary. I've somehow lost my sense of community. If I could get a social hobby of some kind going, I might feel differently. Or perhaps just dig into the writing.
That's a bit of this, for sure. And yes, lots has been accomplished over the past month.
I remind myself: Breathe. Close your eyes. Focus on your intention. And ask the question "what do I want?" And the answer should come to me when I really need it.
That's the plan.
